Lonelily

I started my second job today, which was uneventful and more hectic than need be. Amongst the craziness of the bar I managed to think mostly about my sister in New York, because it reminded me so much of the restaurant that she used to work at. I've been waiting weeks for this new job to began, in hopes that I would start making decent money. This new job has kind of been a weight on my decision scale of wether to stay or leave this area. If I could accomplish to save up a bit of money then I could stay here longer and build a little nest egg for my future plans.

But atlas I started today just to be thrown into chaos that was completely unneeded.

It was ridiculous how unprepared everything seemed to be. It's only a waiting tables job, so no matter what its not too difficult, but I'm not one for chaos.

So the job is looking to be less of a saving grace, and more of just one more thing I wouldn't mind walking away from.

Anywho, I ended up missing Belle and New York and thinking of how I now work everyday of the week, four of those days at both jobs. That made me miss my other sister, Emmy, who I see at least once a week, and my beautiful little nephew!

First day of new job = bummer.

Myself and my sister Belle